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This Long Distance Sex Toy Will Make You Feel Closer

This Long Distance Sex Toy Will Make You Feel Closer

Review of the Lovense Lush 2

I made sure to charge my new toy as soon as I saw the weather forecast.

The weather had been completely unpredictable, but one thing was clear. We were heading into an unseasonably warm fall.

I was overjoyed.

A warmer season would mean more walks on paths covered in yellow and orange leaves.

It would mean waiting longer before turning up the heat and bundling myself in blankets in the middle of the day.

And it would give me plenty more opportunities for outdoor sex.

That sounds more wild than it really is. I don’t traipse off to the woods for a picnic and some pussy eating in a small, sunlit clearing. I’m not getting fingered on a private stretch of beachy sand. And I don’t ever get to drop on my knees on a thick patch of grass to take a cock in my mouth or hug a tree and arch my back so I can take it from behind.

Those things only happen in my fantasies. My real-life outdoor sex all takes place in one spot - the deck at the back of my house.

It overlooks the backyard and the sturdy trees that line it. In the distance, there’s a road crowded with cars that are too far away to get a good look at what I’m up to. Even further away, there are tall buildings with a few windows lit with a glow that could never reach me.

It’s not exactly a gorgeous, scenic spot. But it does the trick.

It’s secluded enough that there’s no way for my neighbors to catch a peek, even when I’m bent over the railing. I can take in deep breaths of fresh air, look up at the stars and moon, and it’s just risky enough to make me feel like I’m being naughty.

I had done a lot of things on that deck, but the one thing I wanted to do the most was to try some remote control play. I wanted to get stimulated at a distance and I wanted it to be completely out of my hands.

The only problem is I didn’t have the right toys.

I tried a few that could be controlled from a distance, but they never had enough range. If my husband stepped out of the room, the remote couldn’t reach the toy anymore.

If I was going to enjoy some serious remote place, I'd need a toy that could handle the distance.

Turn Me On and Meet Me Outside

I loved the Lush 2 as soon as I took it out of the box.

Watching it vibrate was fun. But connected it to the Lovense app was even cooler.

With a quick swipe of my finger, I could bring the toy to life with a gentle buzz or a heavy rumble. I could have it go steady or create my own patterns.

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I had tons of ideas for how to play with it. But I wasn’t sure if it would actually be able to get me off.

All the remote toys I had tried up to that point were panty vibes. They’re designed for clit stimulation, which is exactly what I wanted. Letting Mr. Austin stimulate my clit at his whim would be about as fun as long-distance fun could get.

The Lush is different because it’s an insertable vibrator. It’s designed to stimulate you internally, which is also really fucking hot but doesn’t always give me the big orgasmic payoff I might get from clit play.

But the toy was still really appealing to me because it connects through Bluetooth so you can manipulate the toy with your phone.

It also seemed really popular with people in long-distance relationships and camgirls who want to give their viewers a more interactive experience.

If it could do that, it could definitely handle my local playtime.

Mr. Austin and I both work from home, but we’re too busy to spend much of our day together. Between work, chores, dealing with kids, and everything else, it’s hard to find enough time to flirt, tease, and get each other in the mood.

We can do it over text, but that doesn’t always turn the heat up high enough.

With a proper remote controlled toy, though, we could enjoy some more intense foreplay whenever we wanted to.

And that’s exactly what we did with it.

Early in the evening, I got myself ready.

I lubed up the toy and slowly slid it into my pussy. I could feel it inside me, but only slightly. Most of what I noticed was the thin arm that sticks out of it - which is where the antenna and the power button are located.

I put my underwear back on, adjusted my clothes, and texted Mr. Austin to let him know he could take over and play with me through the app.

He was in his office working for a client. I was tidying up in the kitchen.

I felt giddy and naughty knowing the toy was inside me - but also a bit nervous. I had no clue when the first buzz would come and I wasn’t sure how it would actually feel when it did. What if the shock caused me to drop a dish? Would it be loud enough for anyone else to know something was going on in my underwear?

I was clearing off the counter when I felt the first vibrations.

The surprise caused me to jump slightly, but thankfully I didn’t drop anything.

The toy stopped almost as soon as it started. I went back to cleaning - feeling a little flush.

The vibrations kept coming. There was no pattern to them. Just short, unpredictable little buzzes to keep me on alert.

After the first few, Mr. Austin texted me through the app.

“How does it feel?”

“Good,” I replied, half-expecting more vibrations as I typed it out.

“Ready for more?”

I glanced at the half-cleaned kitchen before deciding on a reply.

“Sure.” I hoped it came across coy and not bored - with all that internal stimulation, I was definitely not bored.

This time, it wasn’t a quick burst. The vibration was slight at first, but it was steady this time. I could feel it slowly getting more intense. I could picture tracing his finger upward on the screen of his phone, grinning as he turned up the speed.

I held on to the counter, enjoying the sensations.

The anticipation, the surprise, and the bursts of stimulation had already made me horny. But it was nothing compared to the arousal I felt after that long vibration.

I picked up my phone to look at his latest message.

“Go outside and wait for me.”

I stepped out onto the deck and felt the pleasantly cool air touch my legs and arms.

I sat on a chair and enjoyed the view from where I was. The sun was setting and the sky had a golden hue.

I sent a message to let him know I was outside.

“Are you comfortable?”

Almost as soon as I sent the message telling him I was, I felt the toy come to life inside me.

There was no buildup or steady progression this time. He turned it up to its highest speed immediately.

I gripped the arms of the chair tightly. My breathing was so heavy I could hear it over the sound of rustling leaves.

I was so fucking turned on by this point. I didn’t want this little game to end. But I wanted him more.

“Are you going to join me soon? I’m feeling a little lonely out here.”

“Soon.” He wrote back. “I’m still having fun.”

When those words came on the screen, the toy vibrated again.

He played with me a few more times. I kept thinking about the things I would do with him once he was next to me. He kept interrupting those thoughts with random vibrations.

I have no idea how much time went by. Ten minutes, maybe twenty. All I know is that I jumped when I heard the door open.

Mr. Austin leaned against the doorframe and looked down at me, sitting in my chair trying to keep my cool.

“Miss me?” He said, holding his phone in one hand and hovering the other over the screen, ready to stimulate me again.

“Mhmm,” I said and realized I was biting my lip.

“I knew I’d like controlling you, but I had no idea it would be this much fun.”

He swiped his finger up on the screen and I gripped the chair tightly and moaned.

I saw him wave his finger up and down while I felt the result of every swipe. The buzzing patterns, the low rumble, the intense jolts of stimulation. He was turning me on with his fingertips.

I looked over and saw his confident smirk while he watched me squirming.

“I can’t believe how horny you are,” he added. “You really can’t control yourself, can you?”

I shook my head, feeling embarrassed. Both because he was right and because the way he teased me about it just turned me on more.

“I bet I could do anything I want with you right now, and you’d go for it because you’re so fucking turned on.”

I moaned in agreement, trying to compose myself as best as I could.

He swiped at his phone without looking down at it.

“Spread your legs for me.”

I did exactly as he told me to.

“Lift your dress.”

I pulled it up, eagerly following his orders.

“Show me your pussy.”

I pulled my panties to the side, exposing my pussy and the portions of the toy that were sticking out.

“Now your tits.”

I pulled the top of my dress down so he could see them. I looked around almost by instinct — I knew no one could see me, but being outdoors still made me feel more vulnerable.

I sat there, exposed, feeling his eyes on me, and feeling like I was being taken over by the patterns he was creating with the vibrator.

“You’re basically my little plaything right now, aren’t you?” He teased some more. “I have complete control over you, don’t I?”

My submissive side was fired up. He was absolutely right and the way he boasted about it made me putty in his hands. All I wanted to do was submit to him, to let him have his way with me, to be his good girl.

“Why don’t you come over here?” I asked as sweetly as I could.

He took a few slow steps toward me. When he was in my reach, I grabbed his waist and pulled him closer.

I undid his pants frantically, tugged down on his boxer briefs, and wrapped my lips around his hard cock as soon as it was in front of me.

He played with my hair while his other hand kept touching the screen of his phone. His cock was in my mouth, but he made sure he wasn’t the only one groaning.

He encouraged me to keep rolling my tongue around the head of his cock. He called me a good girl for taking him as deep as I can.

And I couldn’t tell what I was enjoying more - the praise he was giving me or the vibrations he was issuing as a reward for blowing him the way he likes it. I sucked him eagerly so I could keep earning both.

When I was done, he crouched on one knee. “Show me your pussy again.” He licked his fingertips while I pulled my panties aside to give him access to it.

His fingers ran up and down my slit and it felt fucking incredible to finally be touched after he made me this horny.

Once he worked his way to my clit and started focusing on it more, he thumbed the screen of his phone with his other hand.

I felt my pleasure building from his fingers circling me, while the internal vibrations added a whole extra layer of sensations to everything.

The buildup was prolonged. He teased me some more, edging me a little, refusing to let me come just yet. When he finally went for it and rubbed my clit to a climax, I had to clasp my hand against my mouth to keep from shouting and letting the neighbors know what we were up to.

The blended stimulation I was getting from the toy and from Mr. Austin gave me an orgasm so strong it made me push the chair back a few inches. I squirmed uncontrollably, tensed my muscles, and tried to keep as quiet as I could - with limited success.

When I was done, I felt my body sinking into the chair. My breath was heavy and my muscles were deeply relaxed. The only thought I could manage was “Wow.”

After a few moments, Mr. Austin took my hand and pulled me up. When I was on my feet, he gave my ass a firm spank and told me to meet him in the bedroom.

I went upstairs, took the toy out, and waited for him on the bed.

We ended the night with him eating me out, bending me over and pounding me, and then spoon-fucking me while rubbing my clit.

It felt fucking amazing - it always does. But the sex made me feel so much closer to him this time because the toy let us extend our playtime, let me get really worked up, and let us feel connected to each other even when we had to spend a couple of hours apart.

The Remote Experience I Was Looking For

I was really excited to use the Lush and it didn’t disappoint at all.

It was extremely discreet and quiet. The app makes it incredibly easy to use. And unlike all the other remote controlled toys I’ve used, it could handle the distance extremely well.

I was worried that it couldn’t make me come on its own, and that seems to be true. I haven’t managed to have an orgasm from it yet.

But that doesn’t matter at all. I’m sure some women could come from using it alone, but in my mind that’s not the real perk of using this toy.

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Using it is an incredible way to tease, build anticipation, and get you as horny as you can get. Even the problems I have with my libido didn’t get in the way of getting so turned on I was practically losing control.

It’s also a massive turn-on for a submissive girl like me. I’m really into power exchanges. I want to lose control over myself. And that’s exactly what happened when I inserted the toy and gave my husband total and complete control over the stimulation I got from it.

And the toy might not make me come, but when its internal vibrations are combined with the kind of clit stimulation that can get me off, it can give me some incredibly satisfying blended orgasms.

There are plenty more ways I want to use this toy.

I want to try it out solo and see what it’s like to get some hands-free internal vibrations while I rub my clit.

I’d love to take it out in a more public setting and see what happens when I get sexual stimulation while pacing down a walking trail. Or maybe on a date at a dimly lit restaurant if I’m feeling especially daring.

And I know it would make phone sex even hotter than it already can be.

But even if I use it at home with my husband again, it will be a lot of fun. Being teased by surprise vibrations. Having him stand over me while he watches me squirm in bed. Hearing him gently humiliate me for basically being putty in his hands.

Any toy that can help me experience that has earned its place in my bedroom.

This article contains affiliate links to the Lovense Lush. If you click on one and treat yourself to anything from the site, I earn a small commission and you’ll be enjoying some amazing long-distance sex!

If you liked this article, you should totally check out the Sexual Red Flags (Eye Contact, Hate Fucking, and Sweet Little Dummies) episode of my dirty and intimate sex podcast, Pillow Talk With Emma Austin!

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